It’s funny how shocked we are when God answers our cry for clarity. Isn’t what you wanted, what you asked for? So when you have it, why does it make you sad, sometimes?

I know I’ve definitely been struggling with something all year. I’ve asked for clarity and God gave it to me in vivid dreams and situations. But I still did things my way, just for the experience. In hindsight, I can now say that not all experiences are worth having, especially if you’ve experienced it before.

Now that God has made things clear, I need to move. Move ahead, move on and move away.

I’m happy and I’m sad but God doesn’t make mistakes.

“Did I dream it?” –Carrie

P.s. Thanks, Keila.

P.p.s. John Mayer is one of my favorite artists because of his lyrics. And the fact that he plays the hell out of his guitar.